Tuesday, 14 December 2010

HEART OF PRAISE - GKI MY


Tanggal 27 November 2010 kemaren gereja tempat gw ibadah dan pelayanan selama gw mengais ilmu di Bandung baru aja bikin sebuah pergelaran musik. Yah, istilah gerejawi-nya sih malam puji-pujian yang bertajuk "Heart of Praise". Yang ngisi acaranya tentu aja para jemaat dan simpatisan yang aktif melayani di situ..

Kebetulan, gw ikutan salah satu paduan suara, yaitu paduan suara buat kalangan pemuda - Immanuel - di GKI Maulana Yusuf (GKI MY). Dan kalo ada acara besar-besar begini biasanya semua perkumpulan paduan suara bergabung menjadi Paduan Suara Gabungan GKI MY. Nah, jadi untuk acara ini Paduan Suara Tabernakel (isinya Song Leader), Paduan Suara Kharisma (buat bapak2/ibu2), kecuali Paduan Suara Yosia (yang isinya anak-anak sekolah minggu) bergabung tuh jadi satu. :D
.sopranosita.


Acaranya oke-oke.. Ada Band gereja, angklung, dan ada penampilan pujian dari Arpeggio Testified yang personil2nya biasa pelayanan juga di gereja ini. Sungguh, buat gw ini jadi pengalaman yang menyenangkan dan kenangan yang bisa dibanggakan karena kan gw udah lama gak pernah perform di gereja begini. Dulu pas SD, sewaktu gereja gw masih di GBI Bethany Senayan, gw sering tuh ikutan pelayanan nyanyi, drama, dan pertunjukkan2 lainnya. Abis itu udahan deh, gak pernah lagi gw ikut acara gereja dalam bentuk apa pun. hahaha.
Tujuan dari pertunjukkan ini bukan buat kesenengan gw semata ato pamer bakat kok, tapi pure gw kepengen banget bisa nunjukkin kalo pelayanan itu bisa jadi sesuatu yang menyenangkan orang lain juga selain buat Tuhan dan kreativitas kita terasah biarpun dalam hal gerejawi...
angklung

arpeggio testified

Ini kedua kalinya gw ikut acara gereja, yang pertama dulu gw pernah ikut festival paduan suara gereja sebandung "Youth Festival of Praise". SATU KATA BUAT KEDUA KEGIATAN INI: MENYENANGKAN!
:D
Youth Festival of Praise
PS. Tabernakel at Youth Festival of Praise

Friday, 29 October 2010

Kimi Ni Todoke - Tanizawa Tomofumi


Yasashii hidamari ni chaimu ga direi suru
Hoho wo naderu kaze ibuki wa fukakunatteku

Toomawari no namida namae tsuketa ashita
Kasanaru miraiiro no rain

Adokenai konna kimochi mo
Hajiketobu hodo waraiaeta hi mo
Taisetsu ni sodateteikeru youni
Togiretogire no toki wo koete
Takusan no hajimete wo kureta
Tsugatteyuke todoke

Houkago no yuuyami warau kimi no senaka
Hisokana sasayaki fureta koto no nai omoi no naka

Boku no naka no kimi to kimi no naka no boku de
Karamaru miraiiro no rain

Ameagari no machi no nioi to
Yumemitaina himitsu wo mune ni daite
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
Nandomo nakisou ni natte mata warau
Kangaeru yori zutto hayaku
Sono mune ni tobikometara ii
Tsunagatteyuke todoke

Nani yori mo daijina kimi no mae de
Kizutsukanai youni daiji ni shiteta no wa sou jibun
Sono hitogoto ga moshimo sayonara no kawari ni natteshimattemo
Ari no mama subete

Adokenai konna kimochi mo
Hajiketobu hodo waraiaeta hi mo
Taisetsu ni sodateteikeru youni
Honno sukoshi otona ni natteku
Kimi ni naritai boku wo koete
Tsunagatteyuke
Ima sugu kimi ni
Todoke


english translate:

In that gentle spot warmed by the sun, the chime is delayed
The wind brushing my cheeks turns into my deep breath

Roundabout tears, the tomorrow we named
Are all overlapping future-colored lines

These childish feelings
The days we laughed together happily
I hope we come to treasure them
You surpassed this disconnected time
And gave me lots of firsts
I'll connect them to you, I'll reach you

The after school sunset, your back, as you're laughing
Secret whispers, inside these untouched feelings

The you inside of me, and the me inside of you
Are all interweaving future-colored lines

The smell of the town after the rain
And the dream-like secret I hold in my heart
So many times I've felt like crying, but then laughed instead
Rather than thinking about it, hurry up
It's fine if you just fly into my heart
To connect to you, to reach you

In front of you, cherished more than anyone is someone who cherishes you so that you won't get hurt, that's right, it's me
Even if your words somehow become "goodbye" instead
Everything will be as it is

These childish feelings
The days we laughed together happily
I hope we come to treasure them
I'll become just a little grown up
Surpassing the me that wants to be just like yo
To connect to you
Right now to reach you


source: google

lately, i listen to this song. a song come from my favorite manga, Kimi Ni Todoke by Shiina Karuho.
this song has a deep meaning for me... hoho

i love what i love

music is one of the best thing that existed in this world and i love how music had affected my life.

i liked to play piano ever since i was a little girl.. i remembered first time i fell in love with classical music. it was a sunny day and i was about 8 years old.. mom took me to a concert in Jakarta Arts Building. i didn't exactly remember the songs they played, but since then i know i had interest in music deeper than before. i love classical music and wondering to become professional pianist. mom knew i have talent for music and let me had piano courses.

as time goes by,
15 years since that day and i still love music...
you know what, now i'm trying to play violin... mom said it's already too late to learn it.. oh, how sad! i'm not good at it but still want to try my best..
i want to be able to play piano, violin, harp, and cello! those are my favorite instruments!

.ugh,, to play this instrument is not easy as i thought.


WHATEVER! I JUST LOVE WHAT I LOVE!

for your good sake

source: tumblr

good morning, world!

When you arise in the morning, think of what a precious privilege it is to be alive - to breathe, to think, to enjoy, to love.
Marcus Aurelius

Thursday, 28 October 2010

songs i want to be played on my wedding


i am a dreamer, i know. and i have dreamed about things i want to be, i desire, i like..
oh, i'm not married yet but this time i want to tell about songs i want to be played on my wedding..
because i will get married someday, but now i just liked to dream it first..

it will be perfect to have:
1. All I Ask of You
2. For Always
3. You Changed My Life In a Moment
4. Till the End of The Road
5. I Want to Spend My Lifetime Loving You
6. From This Moment
7. I Swear
8. I Finally Found Someone
9. One In a Million
10. Endless Love *of course*
11. When You Tell Me That You Love Me
12. When I Fall In Love
13. Can You Feel The Love Tonight
14. I Could not Ask for More
15. We've Only Just Begun
16. When I Said I DO
17. Nobody Loves Me Like You Do
18. For You I Will
19. Always
20. I Do
21. Someone Like You 22. Marry You - Super Junior

besides romantic, i love those songs! YAY! :D

quote of the day


We do not remember days; we remember moments. ~Cesare Pavese, The Burning Brand


Monday, 16 August 2010

my new family for a month


Batu Karas, 19 Juli 2010. KKN Panyiaran 2010

Thursday, 17 June 2010

it's finally over

EVERYTHING IS DONE. all of the assignments already finished! I finally have my own free time... Thanks God!

Monday, 7 June 2010

..........

"Friendship? Yes Please."
-Charles Dickens

friendship

"My best friend is the one who brings out the best in me."
- Henry Ford

seriously tired

i'm done! i'm really really tired and bored!

i just can't help it. how do i go through this?!?!

i'm tired being a college student.... i'm at my limit....

damn! this ASSignment(s) is trying to KILL ME!! curse you!

Thursday, 27 May 2010

Violin+Cello=Happiness


I love classical music. I have attended and watched two concerts when I was a kid. Since then, I ALWAYS love classical music. For me, it is like a miracle of music. From all kind of music instruments, I always want to play a violin because you can create a beautiful sound from such a small instrument with just four strings on it...so amazing! And cello? wow, a big one with great sound!

I don't know why but in my eyes, both of that instruments are cool but also have a romantic side.

Just by looking at someone played them and hear the sound, could make me happy and give me a good feeling... :)
I also find some quotes about violin and cello:

A table, a chair, a bowl of fruit and a violin; what else does a man need to be happy? -Albert Einstein-

Violin playing is a physical art with great traditions behind it.
-Vanessa Mae-

Happiness is a thing to be practiced, like the violin.
-John Lubbock-

The cello is the most perfect instrument aside from the human voice
-Zuill Bailey-

The cello is like a beautiful women who has not grown older, but younger with time, more slender, more supple, more graceful.
-Pablo Casals-

Isn't it sounds great? The sound of violin and cello can make you happy as the quotes said.
I also like the shape of this instruments! It's one of the sexiest instruments :P

Wednesday, 26 May 2010

anger management



THAT'S WHAT I NEED NOW!!!!

curhatan menjelang malam


oh, hari ini SUNGGUH BURUK. dimulai dengan kekesalan, berakhir dengan kebencian dan sakit hati.
ada banyak hal di dunia ini yang gw ga ngerti kenapa harus terjadi. tapi pengalaman yang gue rasain ini bener-bener gak bisa gue ngerti! rasanya hati ini capek banget.
menghadapi MASALAH yang sama dan ORANG yang sama, yang gak pernah mengalami perubahan, bahkan kayaknya GAK punya niat untuk berubah... *tarik napas panjang*

kalo mau jujur, rasanya gw udah benci banget sama kondisi dan orang kayak gini... tapi gw belajar sesuatu dari ini:

Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding.

- Kahlil Gibran


mungkin ini adalah proses sakit dan kecewa yang HARUS gw alami, untuk gw memahami sesuatu.

ah, DAMN.

ini bikin gw capek banget!

i learnt this today

We must develop and maintain the capacity to forgive. He who is devoid of the power to forgive is devoid of the power to love. There is some good in the worst of us and some evil in the best of us. When we discover this, we are less prone to hate our enemies.

- Martin Luther King, Jr.

Thursday, 20 May 2010

Love Quote

I may not have shown you the real love
the way you wanted to,
but I am happy to love you in the way
I understand what love is

Some say it's a sin to love,
I never did ask why.
But if I sin loving you,
I'll sin till I die

"To Where You Are"


Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory, so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be (?)
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
'Cause you are my
Forever love
Watching me from up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Friday, 7 May 2010

you're beautiful


source: tumblr

the sweetest = the saddest

Percy Bysshe Shelley

Our sweetest songs are those that tell of saddest thought.

Farewell Speech - High School Debut

.haruna & yoh.

.farewell speech-letter from Nagashima Haruna to Komiyama Yoh.

Farewell speech...
Time has passed by really quick
The day we first met seems like it was just yesterday
I met Yoh in the city, on a warm day
He kindly picked up my shoe for me
I felt... our eyes meet
I wonder where I put those shoes...
Yoh purposely come back just to pick up my shoe for me, didn't he?
When we met at school...
I think Yoh was just always naturally kind to me
I believe that fate brought the two of us together
When I met Yoh... my high school life started to change
At times, he was strict... and sometimes, he was gentle...
But he was always warm
He always guided me
The sports festival was so much fun
And the gym day was also very memorable
When I think back on it,
The first time I realized that I fell in love with Yoh was during the basketball game
While I was watching Yoh playing basketball,
I kept thinking "I LOVE YOH"
Thanks for the happiness and the sadness
and also,
Thanks for being by my side
even at the times I cried, when I was mad, and when I was at my wit's end
When I thought about it,
I realized that my memories of Yoh are everywhere - in my classroom, the city, and even at my house...
I think that my high school life was all about Yoh...
Thank you Yoh for giving me everything in every shape
I will treasure them all
Please take care of me from now on, too...

from comic I love the most... 'High School Debut'

Saturday, 1 May 2010

Quote - Faith..........

WILLIAM WORDSWORTH

Faith is a passionate intuition.

these are my drawings :D

i need all of this when i came up with the ideas of drawings
paper.pencils.eraser.ruler.YOU'RE MINE
a sketch as a gift for my best friend's birthday
gyaah!! Inuzuka Kiba, one of my fav character beside Kakashi Hatake & Nara Shikamaru! <3>

dalam hening

Hening...
Hanya tik-tik-tik jarum jam yang terdengar berlalu begitu saja
Sehari lewat sudah...
tapi diri ini tetap di sini
Masih merasa sendiri
tanpa bicara atau berbisik...

Sejenak aku berdiam
Dalam hening dan lamunan
Aku mendengar suaranya
Dirinya yang telah lalu,
tapi tak pernah tergantikan

Kusebut apa rasa ini?
Yang ku mengerti hanya bingung...
Keinginan untuk mendengar suaranya lagi
berharap dia hadir,
saat aku memejamkan mata kesekian kali
dalam hening....

Wednesday, 28 April 2010

can't stop loving you - phil collins


So you're leaving
In the morning
On the early train
Well I could say everything's alright
And I could pretend and say good bye

Got your ticket
Got your suitcase
Got your leaving smile
(Ohh) I could say that's the way it goes
And I could pretend and you won't know
That I was lying

Cause I can't stop loving you
No I can't stop loving you
No I won't stop loving you
Why should I

We took a taxi to the station
Not a word was said
I saw you walk across the road
For maybe the last time, I don't know

Feeling humble
Heard the rumble
On the railway track
And when I hear the whistle blow
I walk away and you won't know
That I'll be crying

Cause I can't stop loving you
No, I can't stop loving you
No I won't stop loving you
Why should I

(Even try)
I'll always be here by your side (why why why)
I never wanted to say goodbye (why even try)
I'm always here if you change, change your mind

So you're leaving
In the morning
On the early train
Well I could say everything's alright
And I could pretend and say good bye
That would be lying

Because I can't stop loving you
No I can't stop loving you
No I won't stop loving you
Why should I
Even try

Because I can't stop loving you
No I can't stop loving you
No I won't stop loving you
Why should I
Why should I
Why should I
Tell me why
Why should I
Even try




*one of favorite song that has a deep meaning and touch my heart*

Monday, 26 April 2010

SURPRISE!!!!!


ahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!
i could not stop myself from laughing first time i saw this pic..
ridiculous!
>.<

Tuesday, 20 April 2010

Rapuh - Agnes Monica

Lagu ini yang belakangan terngiang di kepala gue, dan gue selalu sedih dengernya...

Belum sempat ku membagi kebahagiaanku
Belum sempat ku membuat dia tersenyum
Haruskah ku kehilangan ‘tuk kesekian kali
Tuhan kumohon jangan lakukan itu

Reff :
Sebab ku sayang dia
Sebab ku kasihi dia
Sebab ku tak rela
Tak s’lalu bersama
Ku rapuh tanpa dia
Seperti kehilangan harap

Jikalau memang harus ku alami duka
Kuatkan hati ini menerimanya

Back to Reff 2x

Sunday, 18 April 2010

Ingin Lagi (>.<)

Ooopppss! Don't get it wrong.
Gue pengen lagi.. maksudnya adalah: gue pengen lagi deh nonton "How To Train Your Dragon"

Entah kenapa, sekian tahun gue baru nemuin lagi film kartun yang bener-bener bikin gue jatuh cinta... Setelah Nemo lewat bertahun-tahun yang lalu...
Film buatan Dreamworks ini jadi film yang berminggu-minggu ada di puncak Box Office dan bahkan ngalahin Avatar! WOW!
Film ber-genre animasi fantasi ini cocok banget ditonton rame-rame sama keluarga. Anak-anak juga pasti suka nonton film yang tersedia dalam 3D juga ini.

Abis nonton film ini, 29 Maret yang lalu gue selalu pengen nonton dan nonton lagi...
Rasanya gak bakal bosen nonton Hiccup & Toothless yang sweet dan lucu!
:)
Synopsis:
From the studio that brought you "Shrek," "Madagascar" and "Kung Fu Panda" comes "How to Train Your Dragon." Set in the mythical world of burly Vikings and wild dragons, and based on the book by Cressida Cowell, the action comedy tells the story of Hiccup, a Viking teenager who doesn’t exactly fit in with his tribe's longstanding tradition of heroic dragon slayers. Hiccup's world is turned upside down when he encounters a dragon that challenges he and his fellow Vikings to see the world from an entirely different point of view.

Dan belum lagi pengisi suara Hiccup-nya imut2 juga kayak karakter yang dia maenin.. hahahaha!

you can call this my new home




Immanuel Choir GKI Maulana Yusuf Bandung

Thursday, 15 April 2010

Too Much Pain When I See It


How can i say it's painful to see this?
It's because this moment can't be back again...
So sad to know that...
There's a time with them that cannot be erased but will never come back,
even if this is the best moment in my life...

Having them all as part of life is my greatest gift
We were together. We laughed. We all cried. We shared everything
And those memories just can be seen in dream and past
We are not together now,
but I know...
We still have the same feeling...
We longed for togetherness...


Wednesday, 7 April 2010

uts hari ini enggak banget!

HANYA SATU KATA TENTANG UTS PERIKLANAN TADI SIANG: BETE

Thursday, 1 April 2010

APRIL MOB

"NYES!!!! Tadi pagi gue dapet telepon katanya si x jatoh dari motor, jadi hari ini gak bisa kuliah.... mau jenguk gak?? Parah katanya,, tadi masuk ICU gitu.... duh,,serem banget deh sumpah! huhuhuhuhu"

"Ah yang bener lo??? Kejadiannya di mana?"

"Di depan Borromeus, katanya di pertigaan itu motornya ditabrak ama angkot yang lagi nyalip. Terus dya langsung jatoh keseret berapa meter gitu... Kepalanya bocor"

"Paaarraaah,,,,yaudah yuukk entar siang kita jenguk................." *dengan nada sedih dan ikutan panik*


...........................................................




"Tapi gimana yaa, Nyes?.........................." *terdengar ragu-ragu dan bingung*

"Kenapa?"

"....................................................................................kayaknya kalo hari ini gak bisa,,,,"


"HAH? Kenapa?? Gue cemas banget nih ama dya....."

".....................Soalnya hari ini APRIL MOB!!! wakakakakakakakakakakakakak!!!!!" *ketawa ngakak ampe sakit perut*


















"SI.A.LAN"

Tuesday, 30 March 2010

Ah, akhirnya tertawa bersama lagi

Setelah beberapa semester gak bersenang-senang ngumpul dan ngobrol bareng lagi. Akhirnya tadi gue sama Aash, Gita, Adis, Anggun ketawa-ketawa bareng lagi. Bercanda ria dan ngakak lagi, ah! gue rindu saat-saat ini... :D

Kangen banget sama masa-masa kayak gini, sampe dengan semester 3 kita semua masih menikmati kuliah dan semua terasa menghibur, gak ada yang kita ambil pusing.
Tapi sejak masuk semester 3 sampe saat ini semester 6, kuliah makin membosankan apalagi banyak yang berubah sejak itu... Gita pindah rumah jadi jauh dari kosan gue, yang bikin kita otomatis jadi jarang maen bareng lagi gara2nya abis kuliah pasti dia langsung balik ato ke tempat cowoknya. Terus Aash yang masih saja sibuk dengan dunia PSM dan kegiatan lainnya entah apa itu. :( Adis yang juga sekarang punya urusannya sendiri. Yang terakhir adalah gue yang juga ga bisa semena-mena kayak dulu lagi urusan uang dan makan... :(
Ketawa dan bercanda, ngumpul bareng udah jarang banget dilakukan,. huhuhuhu...
Makanya tadi rasanya nyenengin.... kayak mendapat kembali masa indah kuliah. hahaha

Terima kasih ya Tuhan buat hari ini. Kenanganku bersama teman-teman kembali lagi :)



YES, OF COURSE!

Tuesday, 23 March 2010

Just Living

AGATHA CHRISTIE

I like living. I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow, but through it all I still know quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing.

One Year, Six Months

Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

I can tell that you don't know me anymore
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
And being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget

I'm falling into memories of you,and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a dream with you
Close off these eyes, try not to cry
All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that we can share
Falling into memories of you and things we used to do

Hidupku = Cerita Komik??


Ada yang pernah berpikir kayak apa hidup mengikuti cerita komik?
Kalo iya, kamu bukan satu-satunya orang yang mendambakan hal kayak gitu di dunia ini...Terutama cerita-cerita romantis di komik cewek yang mellow2...

Gue ini salah satu orang yang sering membayangkan kisah cinta kayak di komik-komik yang gue baca. Terlalu konyol. :D *sampe kadang gue menertawakan diri sendiri*
Padahal gue tau kehidupan nyata gak selalu kayak komik, yang alurnya bisa diubah jadi happy ending, di mana cowok cakep dan tajir banget bisa jatuh cinta sama cewek yang gak ada apa-apanya di banding cewek cantik lainnya. Gue sadar yang kayak gitu cuma cerita bahagia komik, walaupun mungkin ada sih cowok macem begitu... :( *sayangnya gue belom pernah tuh ketemu cowok yang begitu*

Mungkin udah saatnya gue bangun dari angan-angan hidup kayak di komik... Rasanya kurang masuk di akal aja hareee geneeeh masih mimpi.... Hahahaa. WAKE UP, DUDE! Ayolah lo-lo yang kayak gue juga segera bangun dan bikin kehidupan lo lebih berarti lagi. dari sekedar mimpi di siang bolong. hahaha. Jangan cuma ngarep dapet cowok ganteng berat kayak di komik, tapi lo ongkang-ongkang kaki doang nunggu jodoh turun dari langit. Jangan cuma pengen jadi cewek yang dapet cowok baik yang dateng secara gak sengaja gara-gara tabrakan di belokan jalan. HAHAHAHAHA! Itu namanya mimpi doang!
Kalo mau yang kayak gitu, harus ada effort-nya! Usaha biar jadi cewek yang menarik... biar cowok 'ngeh' ama keberadaan lo...
Berangkat dari mimpi siapa tau semua bisa jadi kenyataan asal ada kemauan buat bikin hidup lo jadi kayak gitu... tapi jangan selalu ngantur bahwa hidup lo harus bener-bener kayak di komik itu loh,, lo juga HARUS tau diri dan SADAR kalo lo idup di zaman manusia nyata, bukan komik. :D

Saturday, 20 March 2010

Season I Love The Most


Autumn is a second spring when every leaf is a flower. ~Albert Camus

Winter is an etching, spring a watercolor, summer an oil painting and autumn a mosaic of them all. ~Stanley Horowitz

falling leaves
hide the path
so quietly
~John Bailey, "Autumn"
Among four seasons in this world, I love AUTUMN the most.
AUTUMN. It's kinda sweet to be pronounced.
See the picture?
I love that kind of view... <3>
I can feel romantic atmosphere from that picture
Falling leaves in the ground and autumn breeze that can warm your heart...
Imagine that you walk through the street that covered with autumn leaves
So romantic, isn't it?
And then, the other reason I love AUTUMN is because I was born in September,
and it usually AUTUMN.
SEPTEMBER and AUTUMN, don't you think they suit each other?
It sweet and I love AUTUMN

Time In Life


For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

Cerpen

Gue suka banget nulis sebenernya, cuma yang gue tulis bener-bener tergantung mood aja. Waktu SMP gue pernah nulis satu cerita. Yang pasti bukan cerita pendek,soalnya gue nulisnya abis satu buku tulis penuh. Berarti sebutlah cerita panjang. :D . Itu cerita gue bikin waktu gue iseng tidur-tiduran di kamar. Ceritanya gue ambil aja dari sedikit kejadian dalam hidup gue. Yah, emang tentang cinta-cintaan siih... Suatu saat bakal gue posting bersambung deh di blog ini.. biar kalian bisa baca cerita menggelikan dan memalukan itu. Biarlah gue buka isi pikiran gue... hahahaha! Cerita cinta-cintaan anak SMP!
Tapi gara-gara itu gue ngelanjutin nulis beberapa cerita sejenis juga. Gue janji kapan-kapan gue posting. ^_^ sekalian buat kenang-kenangan gue. :P

L.O.V.E


Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
I Corinthians 13:4-8

Wednesday, 17 March 2010

a letter from God


mungkin udah banyak yang pernah baca ini, tp tak apalah, ga ada salahnya kan berbagi kabar baik :)
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KEPADA: KAMU
TANGGAL: HARI INI
DARI: TUHAN
PERIHAL: DIRIKAMU
Referensi: KEHIDUPAN


Aku Tuhan, hari ini Aku yang akan menangani semua masalahmu.
Aku tidak butuh bantuanmu.
Jadi, salam sejahtera dan Aku mencintaimu selalu.

Catatan: Dan ingat…
Bila dunia ini menyodorkan masalah yang tidak dapat kau tangani sendiri, jangan berusaha menyelesaikan masalah itu.
Tetapi,letakkanlah masalah itu di dalam doamu (Untuk diselesaikan oleh Tuhan).

Aku akan menyelesaikan masalahmu sesuai JADWAL yang Aku tentukan sendiri.

Semua masalahmu PASTI akan Aku selesaikan, tetapi sesuai jadwalKu, bukan jadwalmu.
Setelah semua masalahmu kamu letakkan dalam doamu, janganlah kamu pikirkan dan khawatirkan. Sebaliknya, fokuslah kepada semua hal-hal baik yang sedang terjadi padamu sekarang.

Bila kamu terjebak kemacetan dijalan, janganlah marah, sebab masih banyak orang didunia ini yang tidak pernah naik mobil seumur hidupnya.

Bila kamu berhadapan dengan masalah di tempat kerja, berpikirlah bahwa masih banyak orang yang menganggur bertahun-tahun tanpa pekerjaan.

Bila kamu sedih karena hubungan keluarga, pikirkanlah orang-orang yang belum pernah merasakan mencintai dan dicintai.

Bila kamu merasa bosan dengan akhir minggu, pikirkanlah orang-orang yang harus lembur siang malam tanpa libur untuk menghidupi keluarga & anak-anaknya.

Bila mobil kamu mogok & mengharuskan kamu
berjalan kaki, janganlah marah, pikirkanlah orang-orang cacat yang sangat ingin merasakan berjalan diatas kaki sendiri seperti kamu sekarang.

Bila kamu melihat dicermin rambutmu mulai beruban, janganlah bersedih, sebab mempunyai rambut hanyalah merupakan impian bagi orang-orang yang dalam perawatan kemoterapi.

Bila kamu merenungi makna hidupmu di dunia ini & merenungi apa tujuan hidupmu ini? Bersyukurlah, karena banyak orang yang tidak punya kesempatan hidup yang cukup lama untuk merenungi hidup mereka.

Bila kamu merasa tidak nyaman karena terkena imbas dari kemarahan dan kekecewaan orang lain, ingatlah, situasi bisa menjadi jauh lebih buruk; yaitu kamulah yang merasakan kemarahan & kekecewaan tersebut!

Bila kamu memutuskan untuk meneruskan surat ini ke orang lain, terima kasih. Kamu telah menyentuh kehidupan mereka dalam banyak hal yang tidak pernah kamu bayangkan!

Salam sejahtera selalu, TUHAN

God has seen you struggling,
God says it's over.

source: from a note sent by a friend on facebook

Tuesday, 16 March 2010

Funny Things from Finding Nemo - part 2


Dory's unconscious mutterings

  • …you gonna eat that?
  • …careful with that hammer…
  • …sea monkey has my money…
  • …yes, I'm a natural blue…
(The remaining mutterings are outtakes from the DVD.)
  • …Klaus…Klaus, the piƱata's drooping…
  • …no…E = mand you know it as well as I do…
  • …you have a bad haircut, Alfie…
  • …who's there?… Banana who?
  • …uh, aren't you glad?
  • …big money!…no whammies

Funny Things from Finding Nemo - part 1


Dory's alternative names for Nemo

  • Your son, Chico?
  • He's lost his son, Fabio.
  • His son, Bingo-
  • Poor Rocko.
  • We're going to find Reemo!
  • Not much fun for little Harpo.
  • Bye, Elmo!
  • (In special feature; Speaking to Marlin and Nemo) Carlin, Burrito.


LOL. Everytime I see the movie, i will never get bored. Finding Nemo will never dies!!!
COCO CHANEL

How many cares one loses when one decides not to be something but to be someone

sebaik apapun aku mencoba, tapi...

hahah! judulnya meloow amat. padahal cerita gue ga se-depresi itu walopun bisa dibilang kurang bersemangat juga sih.

bukan cerita tentang sesuatu yang menyedihkan, gak ada hubungannya dengan broken heart, gak ada hubungannya sama cowok, pokoknya gak ada hubungannya sama cinta-cintaan.

Hindari itu saat ini. HUUFFF...
tapi emang gue saat ini butuh menarik napas dalam-dalam. otak gue udah mau meledak.

sebenernya ini 'cuma' tentang tugas kuliah gue. gue punya dua tugas, yang satu buat besok Rabu, 17 Maret 2010. yang satu lagi buat Kamis, 18 Maret 2010.

sekarang ini gue lagi mencoba memahami tugas buat besok, filsafat komunikasi. dikasih bacaan tapi entah kenapa kata-kata yang ada di buku itu SAMA SEKALI gak masuk ke otak gue, sedangkan buat menjawab pengertian ontologis, epistimologis, dan aksiologis gue harus ngerti bacaan itu.
udah dari semalem gue mencoba baca dan mengerti... but i ended up with -just- sleep beside my book... sampai pagi!
jadi? apa hasilnya?
.NOTHING.

aaahh~
alhasil, pagi ini dengan pikiran penuh penyesalan -mengapa tadi malam gue tidur- gue mencoba lagi baca, baca, dan baca.
gak berasa udah jam 12 lebih. dan gue belom menemukan hasil apa-apa.
mungkin boleh dibilang:
"sebaik apapun aku mencobaa, tapi...... aku belum mengerjakan apapun. sungguh sia-sia"

*_*

akhirnya,
gue mulai nulis...
entah apa lah yang gue dapet dari hasil gue 'membaca' tapi pada akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk 'melantur' saja.
hahahahaha!
i've had enough. no more brainstorming.
but the fact is i still have one more assignment. MALESIN BANGET.

mungkin quote ini bisa membuat gue lebih bersemangat. heyah!


Yesterday I dared to struggle. Today I dare to win

-BERNADETTE DEVLIN-

Monday, 15 March 2010

Quotes of The Day

"There are no gains without pains"

BENJAMIN FRANKLIN

Analogi Jadi AnnaGeli* ! bwahahaha! x_x

Gue ini penggemar idola cilik...
Waktu lagi browsing-browsing video di youtube, gue nemuin video Rio (idola cilik 3) nyanyi Dealova waktu pentas idola cilik...

Iseng-iseng gue baca komentar-komentarnya yang emang rata-rata pada muji jagoan gue ini...
Eh! Tiba-tiba ada satu komentar yang bikin gue jadi ngakak sendiri, isinya:

ICIL 2!
Patton,segala bentuk,garis dan warna ada (bergelombang,spiral,lingkaran ,merah,hijau,dst!),berdentum seperti kembang api penyambut tahun baru
Obiet,jernih bagai air--suara gemericiknya terasa segar dan amat menyejukkan

ICIL 3!
suka semua! tapi,kalau diurut dari nomor satu,yg paling disuka jelas... RIO! RIO! RIO! belum kutemukan analogi yg pas untuknya,tapi ada yg pernah komen di salah satu video rio,kalau suaranya rio kayak es krim--manis...lembut...creamy. .. dan gw setuju! ;-P


Oh man,,hahahahaha!!!! Niat banget niii orang bikin komentar...pake analogi segala. Abis baca gue cekikikan aja sendiri......... hahahahaha. Patton suaranya spiral lingkaran merah hijau katanyaaa.... >.< ,,seperti kembang api tahun baru! alamak! Kreatif nyeleneh juga nii orang...... hihihihi Tapi *jempol* buat orang ini,,kita sama-sama pendukungnya Rio dan Obhiet soalnya!



GO RIO! GO RIO! GO!

*gue geli

Sunday, 14 March 2010

KISS SCENE all Disney Classic *gara2 Laura jadi posting Disney2an nih!*


(from left to right)
1. Snow White
2. Aladdin
3. Sleeping Beauty
4. Beauty and The Beast
5. Tarzan
6. Hunchback of Notre Dame
7. Little Mermaid
8. The Lion King
9. Hercules
10. Lady and The Tramp
11. Pocahontas
12. Mulan

Milik siapa THE BEST KISS SCENE menurutmu? ^_^

Aku-Sentris

Ada seorang 'teman' -yang tentu gak bisa disebutin namanya- punya penyakit AKU-SENTRIS. Apaan tuh aku-sentris? Gue sih nyebutnya 'aku-sentris' buat orang-orang yang kalo cerita, isi ceritanya tentang dirinyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aja...
'Si teman' ini orangnya gak jahat kok, gak bisa juga dibilang gak asik, emang sedikit egois tapi... semua orang punya lah sisi egois, itu harus diakui. Bukan karena gue membicarakan tentang 'si teman' ini, terus gue jadi bilang kalo gue bukan orang yang egois. >.< Salah besar itu namanya. Gue juga egois di saat-saat tertentu.

Aaah~ sudahlah. Mari kita kembali ke topik 'aku-sentris' ini...

'Si teman' ini orangnya sangat ramah tapi berwatak keras dan berpendirian sangat kuat, malahan kadang bisa kita bilang dia selalu menganggap pendapatnya adalah yang terbaik bagi dirinya dan orang lain. Bagaimana dengan pendapat orang lain? Bukannya salah, tapi dirasa kurang tepat di hatinya.
Yang menjadi masalah adalah, setiap orang lain sedang kesusahan, sebagai orang yang baik dan memperhatikan orang lain, 'si teman' ini selalu ingin membantu dengan menjadi pendengar yang baik dan konsultan yang handal. Gue pernah melihat seorang sahabat gue tengah curhat pada 'si teman'. Usai bercerita-ria pada 'si teman', mungkin sahabat gue mulai merasa lega sudah mencurahkan unek-uneknya, kemudian dengan tenangnya menanyakan solusi pada 'si teman' ini.
Awalnya nampak biasa saja, namun 'si teman' mulai gue sadari malah bercerita tentang bagaimana dirinya jika mengalami masalah seperti sahabat gue itu. Inti persoalan hanya dilihat dari sudut pandang 'si teman' dan semua disangkut-pautkan dengan keberadaan dirinya dalam permasalahan itu atau sekedar pengalaman pribadinya -yang entah sungguhan terjadi atau hanya dikarang-karang saja- . Katanya, "Kalo dulu aku sih begini...begini... begini...makanya mungkin kamu harusnya begini...begini..begini kayak dulu aku nyelesain permasalahan itu"
Sahabat gue yang merasa kurang puas dengan solusi 'si teman' kemudian menyanggah... namun tetap saja jawaban 'si teman' adalah "Iya, kalo aku pribadi melihatnya itu sih blablabla...soalnya dulu aku...."
Dan, begitu gue perhatikan dalam beberapa kesempatan, ternyata 'si teman' memang selalu merespon pernyataan maupun pertanyaan orang lain dengan dirinya sendiri sebagai pusat dan dia memberikan saran dan solusi pada orang lain dengan menggunakan pengalaman pribadinya yang belum tentu benar jika diposisikan dalam permasalahan orang lain.
Aku-sentris ini penyakit yang memang tidak berbahaya, tapi menjadi sangat menyebalkan jika gue harus mendengar cerita orang yang aku-sentris dalam waktu yang lama.

"Helloooo... orang yang aku-sentris,,di mana gue dan orang lain berada?? Kenapa hanya ada kamu, kamu, dan kamu dalam setiap pembicaraanmu itu?? Apakah hanya kamu yang hidup dalam dunia ini?"

Pelajaran #1 (buat gue): jangan sering-sering bertanya pada orang yang punya penyakit aku-sentris.

GOOD REASON TO BE GRATEFUL

because:

.God give me today.
.i am still breathing.
.i am smiling.
.there is no crying.
.the sun's keep shining although it's raining.
.the bird is singing.
.friends are loving.
.i have some good things.
.the most of all is i am hoping......
...................................... for next day to coming.